of blindness and sight

if i don't even matter, why did you have to lie?

if i don't even matter, can't you say it straight?

if i don't even matter, why do you bother?

if i don't even matter,

just stop this masquerade

it's tiring for you

and even more so for me.

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what is your forever

is my eternal pain.


why have sight to see
when i could be blind to it all

why did i have to see the light

when it was darkness
destined for me?